Monday, October 13, 2008 ; 3:02 AM♥
i dun like to be so complicated.
y i can't do well in whatever things...
y it always had something happen to me?
i hate to be misunderstanding~~
feel like crying now,
i need someone to console me...
feel like shouting as loud as i can,
i need to release all of the stresses...
i don't want to be stronger anymore,
yet this is the way to protecting myself and hiding my weakest side...
i don't want the things become so complicated
yet i can't control it as well....
should i continue to be so tough n unbreakable?
was trying hard not to make any mistake again,
but i done it again and again...
was trying hard to love myself more,
however, i hate myself even more.
i just want things to be simple...
and be like this till the world ends....
no doubt, i gonna throw away the keys which can open my heart again.....
feel sorry to Javyn, i never hear what he advice to me....
i'm locking my heart again~
